dextertan

a season of breaking and molding

this season is a season for me to be refined again.

so many character flaws are just appearing over and over again. making silly mistakes, choosing wrong paths to take and poor decisions.

all the sermons are just so timely in this Men United Conference with Bishop Dale Bronner and Ps Frazer Rowe.

this season, I need to learn to grow to have more wisdom, to be more sensitive, to stop looking into the hands of others, to be more mature in thinking and behavior, to be less passive and more active.

basically, to MAN UP a whole new level.

so inspired by Bishop Dale Bronner and Ps Frazer Rowe.

Most of all, i’m so inspired by my Pastors, Pst How and Pst Lia… great REAL MAN and REAL WOMAN of God. I want to emulate after them as they imitate God. I want to carry the same wisdom and the same heart as them. I want to be a lifter of burdens and not the weight to the burden. I want to be their spiritual son.

So grateful to Pastors, Dominic, Lynette and Jieru. All the scoldings, the discipling, the sharings, the laughters, the encouragements, love and faith they have given to me have inspired me to become a better better better me. I’m a slow learner when it comes to character and attitude, but I’m learning to be quick to change and swift to obey.

I’m also grateful to KS, my dear friend who wrestles with me, laughed with me and shared with me about his relationship with Pastors. Every time he shares about his personal encounters with Pst How and Pst Lia, tears just well up my eyes. I learnt through KS what loving, caring and dedicated Pastors I have…

hoGc is about 2000 people today, yet Pastors are still so concerned about the very minute details of our individual lives. Pastors still take serious considerations to our state of mind, spiritual walk and our thoughts/feelings. This is the kind of Pastors I have. Truly, they are Pastors who reflect the heart of God. Our God cares even for the numbers of hairs on our heads. I am so sure that if Pastors had the time, mental and administrative capacity to, they would know how many strands of hair we have on each and every 2000 persons in hoGc.

Of course, grateful to Noeldickson. A man who showed me the way to the best church in the world, a man to trust my life with, a man whose heart is for the next generation and/or the person next to him, and most of all, a man whom anyone is most privileged to be best friends with.

Grateful to God who died on the cross for me personally, and added onto me these important people into my life… can never repay You with anything I can ever give. i love You, Father.

i am just so excited to breakthrough after this season of breaking and molding… gonna become bigger than where i last left off.

pillar and son,
-dexter